Moving Forward

So I have done a lot of thinking since my last post and this is what I came up with. The devil will use anything to hold you down and prevent you from reaching your goals or hinder you from the path that is in front of you. For example... People who fear being alone will dwell on not having someone to be with, people struggling to have a child seem to dread being pregnant for fear of loosing another child, people who fear burying their children will dwell on things they cannot prevent, dangers that they cannot stop their children from and so on... We hold these things so close to us that we won't see anything else and we become miserable and held down. And rightfully so...all of these things are terrible and are understandably difficult to deal with, which in comparison to me makes mine seem so trivial.One of the things I dwell on is be unappreciated and overlooked. I finally let go and really decided that it doesn't matter if people see or appreciate what I do, because ultimately I am doing it because it is the right thing to do. When did I start caring about what other people think anyways. I always just did my own thing and did what I knew to be true a right. Well, when I finally let go wouldn't you know people started appreciating what I did. I found myself then really having to pull myself back to thinking it was nice that people noticed but whether they notice or not is not the matter. So that is where I am at right now.
I am hoping that now I have cleared my head I can get back to my goals and aspirations and stop dwelling on things that I don't have control over or don't matter. We will see how it goes!