First Blog

So I have never actually done a blog before so here it goes... Kaitlynn is 8 months and AWESOME!!! She has 5 teeth now and is trying to crawl. I wish she was crawling already but I am not disappointed. Kaitlynn was away from me for the first time this past week and it was not what I expected. I realized how much Kaitlynn makes me feel better about myself. I do so much for people at work, I do so much for my Husband and I try to be there no matter what for my friends family and co-workers/employees/employers and it is never enough for anyone. I can never get things right. With Kaitlynn I can do what ever she needs from me and it is enough. It made me want to cry. I felt so... incompetent? I don' know if that is the word I am looking for or not but I felt like I was just useless. I felt like a useless wife, friend, supervisor and no one really changed that. I also felt unappreciated. I don't really know what I can do about that. Well Kaitlynn is back and she was so much bigger. I love that little girl her smile is the BEST thing in the world and ALWAYS makes me feel better.